Gotta Get It Started in Here!

I really don’t know what my topic is going to be for this blog entry.  I was in a total different mood about 10 minutes ago so I am a little scrambled.  We’ll continue tomorrow.

Testing My Faith

Yesterday was such a rough day for everybody in my family.  It’s amazing how a little dog can really be like part of the family.  Their have been quite a few challenges going on in my life as well as the lives of my family members, that for some of them, the tragic loss of the puppy who we had all grown close too, rocked the core of their foundations.  It was like real pain was manifesting in their bodies, anf their spirits were all too damaged. 

Today seemed to have been less trmatic but of course the event was all too fresh in our minds.  My main goal was the comforting of my family’s hearts.  I believe things will get better over time.

This just makes me more thankful for the moments that I have here on earth as well as the wonderful gifts God has bestowed upon me.  I just am focused on staying in an place of gratitude in my soul and healing through this trying time.

What A Terrible Day!

We awoke to horns honking loudly outside our bedroom window.  We thought we heard a car coming up the driveway of the compound, sounding off in order to get the little dogs we have to get outta the way.  Tragedy hit our hearts heavily when we found out 2 hours later that a beloved dog was hit and killed by the car.  We were devasted…

Be Cool-You Never Know Who You Will Meet

I wonder if people really want you to over hear their phone conversations in public places for them to let strangers know that they do importnant things or they really want people to get into their business?  Well,  I overheard this guy today talking about his deal going through with “Snoop” tonight as I sat waiting my turning in the nail salon.  of course it erked my interest.  When he hung up, I asked him if he was a music manger…he said yes.  I said I was looking for a someone to manage me and we exchanged info.  Well, I’ll keep you posted if he really gets back with me.  He was waiting on a beautiful model who my sister recognized from one of America’s Top Model series…she kinda looked like Eva Pigford.

After reviewing contracts for work during the day, I decided to take some “me” time to replenish.

Thinking About 100 Million Things

I’ve got a 100 million thought spinning around in my head this evening as I sit here writing.  I woke up early this morning to sweet voice of my babygirl syaing, ‘Up, up”.  She slept well in her crib that is situated in our bedroom.  When she caught a glimpse of my eyes trying to sneak a peak at me, she whispered “hi”.  I just smiled from her just cute deliciousness, got her out of the crib and then put her in the bed with us.  Mistake!  She never fell back to sleep.  Needless to say, I was operating on fumes today without getting enough sleep.  I wont be doing that again tonight.

I had a great lunch today with a good friend of mine who also has a baby.  It’s so good talking to her because sometimes i feel we are living parallel lives in some respect.  We can relate and then she has other perspectives than me.  She is more conservative and I think I take a little more risks.  I think I am a little more creative, but she is highly cerebral and the voice of reason.  Conversations with her help you balance things out and she knows where all the great restaurants are downtown.

Well, I had a wonderful walk today with my accountability partner sista, my “aps”.  It was mostly me texting her while I took the 2 and half mile walk around the reserviore in Silver Lake, while she drove  to meet me from her editing bay in Venice beach (she is an amazing documentory movie editor).  We were suppose to walk together, but when I finished the walk she had just arrived and I needed to get back to pick up Lalah from my Moms.  So, we sat in the grass and had our empowerment session.  We keep eachother in check, making sure we stay on track in living our authentic lives.  We make sure that we inform eachother when we recognize that we are allowing fear to hinder our dreams, so that we can conquer that obstacle that we have created in our minds and get over it.  We acknowledge eacthothers accomplishments.

Its really strange how we met.  We were standing in line at thevalet, waiting for our cars after we both had already attended a day long internetmarketing seminar with another incrediby empowering woman name Vanessa Summers.  I introduced myself and asked how she liked the seminar and what type of business she was involved in, etc.  She was just open and friendly.  We talked about my mastermind group and accountability partners and what a great idea that would be.  We exchanged information, and then about 3 weeks later got started as eachothers APS’s.  It has been awesome ever since.  We are flexible with eachother if certain things are not accomplished or are altered a bit after we get more clarity in our lives direction.  It’s great!

Tonight, the baby went to sleep already…She tried to play my guitar tonight while I sang.  She can strum pretty well with her tiny fingers.  She loves music and looks up everytime she hears a guitar or a piano played on the TV. Play a song and her little head just bobbs up and down, she claps…I just love it.  Just wanted to share some of my100 million things today.